I honestly dont know what to do. I love my family, I love her. They both are upset to literally tears they dont see me enough because of work or of each other. Shes upset because I spend too much time w family. Familys upset bc I spend too much time with her. Took a new job for them so id have my weekends back and now they are pissed that I work all week. I cant win, I honestly try to balance but they each get so pissed. And fuck them both for making me feel guilty for taking a new goddamn job that gives me weekends to send with them and god forbid its less stress. I just dont know what to do anymore. I fight with one and leave and fight w the other.
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuck me
Not just physically.
But within your soul.
Discover the things you keep locked away.
Until we are one.
Where there is no you and I, but we.
-Aurum (via perfect)
(Source: burningveins, via runfuckerrun)
