I honestly dont know what to do. I love my family, I love her. They both are upset to literally tears they dont see me enough because of work or of each other. Shes upset because I spend too much time w family. Familys upset bc I spend too much time with her. Took a new job for them so id have my weekends back and now they are pissed that I work all week. I cant win, I honestly try to balance but they each get so pissed. And fuck them both for making me feel guilty for taking a new goddamn job that gives me weekends to send with them and god forbid its less stress. I just dont know what to do anymore. I fight with one and leave and fight w the other.
Welp, hurray semester is done. Lets celebrate by having a shitty night : (