Last night at my parents house…whew, moving out.
Things just arent going to be okay
I am miserable
Megans birthday : )
Text sent, facebook post, and a call all in the stroke of midnight! Social media covered!
Gonna be a fun day!
Trust issues confirmed
Feeling scared and vulnerable
Hey trust issues, how ya doin’?
Great? Awesome, go away now.
I honestly dont know what to do. I love my family, I love her. They both are upset to literally tears they dont see me enough because of work or of each other. Shes upset because I spend too much time w family. Familys upset bc I spend too much time with her. Took a new job for them so id have my weekends back and now they are pissed that I work all week. I cant win, I honestly try to balance but they each get so pissed. And fuck them both for making me feel guilty for taking a new goddamn job that gives me weekends to send with them and god forbid its less stress. I just dont know what to do anymore. I fight with one and leave and fight w the other.